God's Love

I just love how God loves us no matter what! I have done wrong more than I have done right and no matter what, he is still there allowing me to get it right, picking me up when I fall, leading me back straight when I go astray. Its like no matter what we do, He is the one remaining constant in our lives. Even when we stop believing or start believing other things and other gods, Jehovah God is still loving us. His undying love for us is unmatched with anything in this world. I mean I went off totally did what I wanted to do and he stayed. I started dating women and ended up falling in love with a married woman and we were together for almost 5 years knowingly we were wrong but we couldn't help it. We both needed each other and weren't giving up on one another. I still love her to this day and part of me wants her but I came to the realization she doesnt want me, so we are friends. And through it all God never left myside. Through the hurt, pain humiliation embarrassment and all he still loved me. He has given me plenty of chances and never limited his grace and mercy on me. Things started falling apart in my life and I started doubting God and even resented going to church and reading my bible, but he never stopped showing me his love. I held onto unforgiveness for a very very long time towards my family, yet his love never stopped. I cursed my parents and grandparents, showed no love to my siblings and fellow brethren and yet he constantly showed me His love and compassion. I knowingly did wrong cause I know the word of God and he STILL has remained a constant in my life. The love that God gives is magnificent, its perfect, its excellent, it has no limit or restrictions, no guidelines and you dont have to do anything to get it nor lose it. Im sitting here typing this in awe of all the wrong I have done knowing and unknowingly and yet he is still showing me His love and I am grateful. He showed his ultimate Love thru His son Jesus Christ and if anyone can do that unwillingly then its nothing that I can do to deter him away from loving me. I suffer from depression and times the world is heavy but lately his Love is what keeps me pushing thru. I attempted suicide but failed many times cause his love wouldn't let me go like that, and I figured if someone loves me like that why would I be selfish and take my own life that he so graciously gave me. I continue to see his love, grace and mercy in my life everyday and I am beyond grateful for it all.
Hope this blesses someone today and please tell me about God's love in your life