The feels

Ever give your all to someone. I mean your complete all, you mind, body and soul and then find out your not good enough for them. You thought the were you friend but turn out to be perfect little liars. All the promises yall made are all gone away.  Promises to be there for each other no matter what only to find out its not true. You try your best to move on but everyday something reminds you of what yall had, and its like that pain is back and its not jus a regualr pain nope, its worse much worse. It mind boggling, heart wrenching almost like drowning in ice things are so cold. To see that you wasted your time and that you failed, when all you wanted to do was be there for them. Words cant express how you feel so the tears stain your pillow, they cripple you at the knees and make your days turn to night and your nights never end. You try to make sense of it but you can't, was I too fat, too short, too broke, to ugly, did my breath stink, did I smell, was i too passive, too aggressive, too nice, too mean what did I do to make you treat me like you do. All these questions run through your mind and you realize, you just wasted your time. The last time yall made love really was the last time yall made love. You didn't think abt it, you couldn't see it, and you really couldn't feel it. Like a thief in the night it was gone here one day and gone the next. You try to fix it but they tell you, they dont love you and thats the end of it. You're a wreck!

Wake up

STOP! JUST STOP! The world we live in today is in disarray, its time to stand up and make a change long ago our people came together and started a movement in the right direction only for the new generations to come and set us back. Its time for us to reunite with our brothers and take that stand! Its time for men to be men no more beating and belittling our women, no more turning them out and selling them out. Stop glorifying temporary things like money cars and fame cause when you die all you get is a box and 6ft grave and you taoe wit you your soul full of all yo sins. Stop wearing womens clothes and trynna be like a woman if  Jehovah God didnt create you like that then evidently he didnt want you to be one. He is perfect he makes no mistakes, stop letting the devil block and trick your mind into believing something different get into the Word of God and see His truth. Be the man he created you to be or the puppet satan sees you as. Its time for the King in you to rise and show the world who you really are stop being a coward and so emotional that you can't take some pain in order to grow. When you get older you will realize how much time you wasted being blinded by satan. Show then jext generation what a real man does and stop being little boys in adult bodies. Women its time for you to take your place beside your men and stay in your place. Stop showing off your body for instagram likes and money cause when you die no one will remember or even care how many likes a pic got. But your soul will carry all the sins so get right before its too late. Women should he seen and not heard but yet all we do is be seen. And you wonder why you can't find a husband. A man finds his wife Adam woke up to find Eve waiting for him. Stop playing the role of a man and ending up broken hearted cause you don't know your place. Be a whole you before you become a half of him. Find yourself in Christ and stop letting these boys pick you up off a shelf play with you and then put you back. Stop jumping from male to male to satisfy and nonexistent need.  Its ok to not have sex I promise you will live, find other things to calm your loins and in due time things will get better. Its time its past time to be better, this generation is so lost but its not too late we will celebrate once we all reunite! I pray for us as a people, as a whole, as a generation young and old. We need each other to survive its only getting worse out here and we need to stay prayed up. Let His Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven!